Last week, I posted a review of one of the best books I've read in a while: Losing Michael Malone by Nicholas Kasunic. This is the debut novel for the author, a sophomore at the University of Pittsburgh. It is a beautiful, poignant, emotional story that focuses on five types of pain: passion, potential, intimacy, disease and love.
Here is the book blurb from Goodreads:

Suddenly, everything in life was no longer a validation of hope, a confirmation of being, a beckoning of an omniscient smile as if all that had occurred in the world had fallen like dominoes in order to bow to a particular moment or succumb to, by all other means, a nonsensical realization. The charm of life was no more than a trail of seduction that birthed its most prized possessions of reality hurt, terror, suffering, impurity, hopelessness. The unknown. In Losing Michael Malone, five characters search for happiness in a time of suffering. Emma is blind to the sunshine that gleams around her each and every day. Maddie witnesses a drained and exhausted marriage. Jack is without solitude in a life of inner conflict and self-loathing. Love and compassion rip and tear through the life of Kathryn. Michael hurts too much to feel anything. Through all of the pain of passion and disease, this cast of characters is on a collision course towards each other no matter how much they'd like to run away. It all contributes to the narrative of what we refer to as life. Nothing keeps us from it, and everything tries to take it away.
After reading the book, I asked Nicholas if he would be interested in doing a Q & A session for Feeding My Book Addiction and he agreed! I'm pleased to introduce you to him and announce a giveaway! Thanks to Nicholas, Feeding My Book Addiction will be giving away a signed copy of Losing Michael Malone! Stay tuned for more info on the giveaway plus how to enter after the Q & A. Let's get started!
Q1: What is Losing Michael Malone about?
Losing Michael Malone follows the lives of five different characters, each of them living in various aspects of "pain"--the pain of passion, potential, intimacy, disease, and love.
To borrow from the prologue: "there is not necessarily a story to these people. Moreover, there is a feeling to them, a much needed provocation of sensibility... Their end, however, is quite noteworthy."
I've decided that happiness, the hardest emotion for me to capture in one moment, is the comfort that might be found after all of these terrible things--pain, depression, heartbreak, melancholy... poverty, disease, hatred...
Q2: On your website, you indicate that you know quite a bit about pain because of your medical condition, CRPS. What is CRPS and how did it impact Losing Michael Malone?
CRPS stands for Complex Regional Pain Syndrome, a condition that plagues the nervous system with a phantom, at times crippling pain. There are some successful treatments (daily physical therapy to exhaust the overactive nerves, ketamine Infusions to reboot the entire system), but for many cases, finding a way to cope without relief is the only option in living. However, as this diagnosis covers a wide variety of vague symptoms and degrees of seriousness, I should feel guilty for saying that I am some kind of authority on pain. I have, however, experienced enough of it to continually pass out, vomit, and become completely debilitated to near paralysation, while losing everything I had to this pain.
Because of this ever-present reminder of my detachment to the rest of the world, I am severely concerned with what innate feelings and emotions make up our human experience.
I am no more of an expert than anyone else when it comes to hurt. But when I was able to describe and articulate some of my feelings or my anguish or my abstract observations, they become a little bit more bearable.
Q3: What do you want readers to come away with after reading this novel?
I can only hope for readers to feel something, anything--for, with, because of-- my characters and their story.
I am privileged to struggle with my shallow, selfish reality and am lucky to panic over my lack of "purpose" and despair over life's "meaning". It is this very depression and futility that I want readers to feel, most of which I assume to have food, shelter, and a life limited to the simple fear of death. But most of all, I hope this read brings them some small sense of peace and comfort with their, but more importantly others' existence.
I'm cringing at this preachy and vague answer, but I hadn't intended a predetermined mission for Losing Michael Malone. It is a simple piece of writing narrated by much of my own introspection and truthful emotion.
Q4: What are you studying at the University of Pittsburgh?
I am currently in some short story classes and a gender-based crime class. One of the required readings is the best short story compilation I've ever had-- The Art of the Short Story (Dana Gioia and R.S. Gwynn).
I really like Pitt. Really nice in the summer too, though most students only get our cold, grey winters (which I also love).
I remember my freshman composition teacher, Jennifer Lee, had us write the longest grammatically correct sentence we could. If I had to pinpoint the time I realized how much I liked words, it would be then. That same sentence I wrote later that day made it to the final editing phase, then got broken up.
But yes, I like Pitt and even moreso Pittsburgh.
Q5: Do you see writing as a career?
Is it still a career if I don't make any money?
Um, I'm still writing, and I'll still try to publish work in the future. Because truthfully, though I condemn the validation, I need it to keep writing sometimes. But on the other hand, writing has settled in me in some sort of way, so I can't see myself stopping any time soon. So I guess even if I get a job (which I need one desperately) writing will still hopefully be my career.
Q6: What is your favorite fictional character and why?
Oh man.
The first that comes to mind is Dostoevsky's underground man. I will never be able to get him out of my head, and maybe I don't want to.
The second is Amelie from her self-titled movie.
Liz lemon from 30 Rock might be, but I think I'm just in love with Tina Fey overall so that doesn't count.
But my favorite? I tried thinking of a good one to say, because I love so many of my experiences when I read.
Boo Radley.